I'm Mel.
21 year old girl making it work
with vodka and psychedelics.
A Haiku

With bottles of wine
That cannot waste my good time
Unlike the brothas

Bottles of wine. Won’t waste my time.

My thoughts get so dark when I’m up past 3

You make me feel crazy and I know I’m not so please leave me alone

Stop trying just be

I wish you didn’t make me so crazy.


Being a girl is preferable most of the time. One the surface. Being a girl deep inside one’s mind is totally different.

There was a time that I had a Silly Band in the shape of a Glock 19. That was a highlight of my life.