I'm Mel.
21 year old girl making it work
with vodka and psychedelics.
Waking up to who you are requires letting go of who you imagine yourself to be.Alan Watts (via abiding-in-peace)
What I am really saying is that you don’t need to do anything, because if you see yourself in the correct way, you are all as much extraordinary phenomena of nature as trees, clouds, the patterns in running water, the flickering of fire, the arrangement of the stars, and the form of a galaxy. You are all just like that, and there is nothing wrong with you at all.Alan Watts (via feellng)
The meaning of life is just to be alive. It is so plain and so obvious and so simple. And yet, everybody rushes around in a great panic as if it were necessary to achieve something beyond themselves.Alan Watts (via kushandwizdom)

"Good Morning"
“How was your day?”
“Be careful”
“Text me when you get home so I know you’re safe”
“Sweet dreams”
“How are you?”
“I hope you’re feeling better”
“Have a good day today!”
“I miss you”
“Good night”
“Can you come over?”
“Can I come over?”
“Can I see you?”
“Can I call you?”
“You’re beautiful”
“Want something to drink?”
“Watch your step”
“Let’s watch a movie”
“What are you up to?”
“How is your day so far?”
“It will be okay”
“I’m here for you”
“Do you need anything?”
“Are you hungry?”
“I just wanted to hear your voice”
“You just made my day”

You don’t have to hear “I Love You” to know that someone does. Listen carefully. People speak from the heart more often than you think.

Blocklava (via blocklava)

I used this tumblr account during a time of self discovery. I was lonely, sad, angry at the world. Despite of this I was having a blast rolling in a ball pit of self pity. I felt so sorry for myself, blaming external forces for everything that was dark in my mind. 

I remember a moment just this past week. I was mad at my boyfriend for not being around enough. I want to let myself love and care about this boy so much. I realized that to do this, I have to let go of what I think he should be. Theres an infinite number of ways to show love. Anyway, I was mad at the boyfriend and reminiscing on my high school heartbreak. I didn’t think on this for more than 5 minutes. After those minutes I stood up a little straighter and separated my mind from my body. I asked myself, why do I choose to indulge in these feelings? Self pity. Its addictive. It feels good at first to indulge in the thought that you’re a victim of something. It feels good to blame your sadness on someone being mean to you.

I am 21 years old. If I am ever to make it in this life, I have to get rid of self pity. I have a beautiful life. I don’t have problems, only challenges. I have a boyfriend who I love. Best friends who I love. Distant friends who I love. I live on this beautiful earth. I have love for every single person who has ever, and will ever, walk this earth.


Cosmic Creativity.